Oftentimes think about things to the point that I seem unsympathetic, don't bother thinking much about people I'm unsympathetic to, actually. So often it seems sympathy is where thought stops, blind loyalty & all that, don't think much of it. Sympathy without understanding is dead, worse, it kills endlessly, blind cascade of destruction & death.

Like to keep my eyes well fixed on what I'm destroying & why- not always the easiest thing being a hand of Kali, but she's got a lot of hands, somebody's got to do it. Best if it's somebody who knows what he's doing is how I feel about it.

May go to that show after all, could use to get out of the house.