Just went & brought somebody's problematic vpn up, got a bottle of Taurino Salice Salantino for my trouble, happy days. Would normally grumble about there being nobody to drink it with, but T's flying in tomorrow, l'chaim.

Spent the day tired, brings on more distressing thoughts than normal, worry, feeling bad about asking more of others than they feel able to do. Hard call when you have a lot of confidence in somebody else's ability to do something and know it would be a good thing to do, but also know the other person doesn't share your confidence- hard to know whether to give it a shot, trying to be encouraging, or just trust the other person's self assessment and give it a miss. Made the wrong call, I guess, feel pretty bad about it sometimes. Hell.

Thinking about nap.