Had slipped into pjs, settled into watching what there was of a ballgame, call from work, no email, checked, server down, put on clothes, went & brought server back up, looked it over briefly, back home again, back in pjs, hope to stay that way for rest of the evening.

Another home run.

So damn sad, hard to explain, helplessly watching people I care about's lives spiral into shit out of the corner of my eye, their own doing, my not being able to help is their own doing. Doesn't make me feel any better about it, hell.

Watching the moon out the window.