Dinner party attendance continues to manifest the reverse of my recent artistic practice, quality over quantity. Lovely array of food I made, got full too fast, nervous stomach, lychees did go beautifully with the Cronenberg. Doing what I like more again is making me feel a lot better integrated and incorporated, feeling better about letting people walk their own poorly chosen paths, walking my own unchosen one. It's quite beautiful actually. I could be in love with almost everyone.

Just walked the dog, dog tired, almost as tired as I want that coffee. Thinking about going & checking out spooky rave chez hip kids anyway, probably kind of a drag, doesn't mean it won't be interesting. Anyway, moon is high, lovely night for a walk.