Thinking on walk with P about how hard it was for me to accept that there wasn't necessarily anything I could do to prevent someone I care about doing horrifically self-destructive things to herself, being unable to accept that made me act like a jerk, so now I've accepted it, pretty much, anyway.

Guess pedestrian's a bit out the window for the moment, sometimes I'm in a hurry or want to get somewhere far away & go by car. Plane, even, sometimes.

Peretz still has a bit of a digestive disturbance, wonder what the matter is.

OK, dinner party.