Walking over to the courthouse, was thinking of the figure of choice & the roles it plays in people's imaginations, chance, freedom, necessity, the decisive moment, etc..

Never been a big deal to me, more often than not not that interested in how things actually turn out, mind full of endless forking paths, elaborations of moments, variations on little tunes.

Flipped a coin & left it to lay without stopping to check if it came up heads or tails.

Having a tough time getting myself to get up & on with things.