Was thinking of going to Flywheel benefit in Amherst, have thought better of it. Did walk into town to see Josh DJing at Hungry Ghost, turned out that was off, went & got some eggs, coffee syrup & malted milk to help me weather the coming storm & came home again. Also got gummi bears.

It's gotten very cold, just fed Peretz his dinner, should probably take him for his final walk of the evening before it gets much colder, then settle in for an quiet evening in pajamas, listen to music, watch cartoons, do conceptual art, etc., etc.

Imaginary horror always seems worse than the real kind, real kind is actually worse. Thinking about the real kind.